Polite Chatter

When you look at me
Am I what you see?
Or a situation that you've painted
When you ask me why
My tears are dry
Do you wonder what's inside me
When you see the puzzle that is my skin
Do you wonder what might have caused it
If you had to paint a somber tale
What color would you work with
Would you paint it grey
For red would fade
Or orange
Will it no longer work for you?
That simple song
You heard today
Do you wonder why he wrote it
Ask yourself
Do you really care
Because that blank stare
When I start share
I wonder if you see me

I found this in my word docs.. i read it and shuddered

Masked by my pain
Little, tiny and white
With a swallow, a bite
Cover me with porcelain
Hide my brittle face
Closer than the obstacle
Blue won't be disgraced