Living for the lost

Its because you left so soon
that I live my life so fully
Its because you'll never breathe one breath
that my smile comes so surely

Its not because I don't miss you
or feel sad because you're gone
Its because I'm living more
to try and right this wrong

And its true sometimes I wonder
why it's you and its not me
Some things I'll never answer
And some things are never meant to be

So you'll control the thunder
And you'll control the sea
And i'll always remember
You're smiling down on me

kt - written sometime in 01/02