adieu

I closed my eyes and thought hard about what you didn’t say
Or what it is I thought I wanted to hear
Until I realized I had heard it all before
There were no words left to speak
The conclusion was evident in my mind and abundantly clear in my heart
I contemplated opening up for the sake of opening up
Rehashing the past for a moment or for 3 more years
Until I remembered who I was and where my loyatly lied
lied being the operative word for so long
but my loyalty now was with me
and my heart was on my sleeve
both where they belonged
Always now, with me
Adieu